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Sunday, December 31, 2006
Honey, those past memories keep huanting me wherever i go. & i really cant take it.
Went to Malaysia with Mom, anuties, uncle & cousins. Ate at the coffee shop first & the adults went to their singing session, & we, the children went to movie! Had Night at the museum first & Barnyard after that. Night at the museum is really nice, i swear! Must watch okay! Barnyard is a cartoon, & its really boring at first. I fall alseep. (: But at the end its really nice! Um.. Its quite funny too.
After movie we went Arcade, i cant call cause Singtel has no reception at all. & thats why i cant get my bodyglove polo tee. & i realised that my mum dint even on-ed her hp luh. Call also no use. Hehhh, after that they came & met us outside the Arcade. They bought Takoyaki & i bought Yami Yogurt. They all said that im v rich, cause that small yogurt cause me 7.10rm. Whalao, its not same price in SG okay. Walked around at City Sq, bought a Fila & Bodyglove polo tees. But my Bodyglove one is not as nice as Janice's one. Mum got the last piece for her. ): Hehhh, but i still love my Fila one!
& den uh, i realised that my relatives are all v funny. They keep asking me if im working during the hols. & when i told them that im not, they're all v shocked. Like- whats so nice to ask about? Ahhhh, i wished i could ask them to shut up & stop asking luh. &&&, people keep sending me new year msg! Hehhh. But i still love it sooo! ((:
Went dinner after that. At the back alley that we've always went for dinner. Yeah, ordered bah kut teh & all. Finished dinner & went to Chun Chiu Tong to get somethings. Bus-ed home after that. Yeah, & when we reached Woodlands checkpoint i replied your msges. I dont deny, i was feeling super low. Like- im alr like that alr yet i still need to accept those disappointment. Whatever lah, im okay now. I nearly teared in the bus. I looked at myself through the window on the bus. & i told myself no matter how big the disappointment is, i cant cry. & those tears dint dropped.
I've been thinking alot during these days.. But dangs- i've got no inspirations to say what i want to say at all.. Can i just like, msg you & tell you? ))): Where are you? Why dint you reply me sms? Man, you're torturing me.. ):
What have become of us now? Please tell me..
Went to Malaysia with Mom, anuties, uncle & cousins. Ate at the coffee shop first & the adults went to their singing session, & we, the children went to movie! Had Night at the museum first & Barnyard after that. Night at the museum is really nice, i swear! Must watch okay! Barnyard is a cartoon, & its really boring at first. I fall alseep. (: But at the end its really nice! Um.. Its quite funny too.
After movie we went Arcade, i cant call cause Singtel has no reception at all. & thats why i cant get my bodyglove polo tee. & i realised that my mum dint even on-ed her hp luh. Call also no use. Hehhh, after that they came & met us outside the Arcade. They bought Takoyaki & i bought Yami Yogurt. They all said that im v rich, cause that small yogurt cause me 7.10rm. Whalao, its not same price in SG okay. Walked around at City Sq, bought a Fila & Bodyglove polo tees. But my Bodyglove one is not as nice as Janice's one. Mum got the last piece for her. ): Hehhh, but i still love my Fila one!
& den uh, i realised that my relatives are all v funny. They keep asking me if im working during the hols. & when i told them that im not, they're all v shocked. Like- whats so nice to ask about? Ahhhh, i wished i could ask them to shut up & stop asking luh. &&&, people keep sending me new year msg! Hehhh. But i still love it sooo! ((:
Went dinner after that. At the back alley that we've always went for dinner. Yeah, ordered bah kut teh & all. Finished dinner & went to Chun Chiu Tong to get somethings. Bus-ed home after that. Yeah, & when we reached Woodlands checkpoint i replied your msges. I dont deny, i was feeling super low. Like- im alr like that alr yet i still need to accept those disappointment. Whatever lah, im okay now. I nearly teared in the bus. I looked at myself through the window on the bus. & i told myself no matter how big the disappointment is, i cant cry. & those tears dint dropped.
I've been thinking alot during these days.. But dangs- i've got no inspirations to say what i want to say at all.. Can i just like, msg you & tell you? ))): Where are you? Why dint you reply me sms? Man, you're torturing me.. ):
What have become of us now? Please tell me..
2:17 AM
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Saturday, December 30, 2006
Hold me, & never let go of the dream that we've been holing on for so long.
Hun said: "Yayye B! I'll remember your bday! Cause you're my sweetest baby girll! <3 Hahhh, see, i told you i'd post alrrrr. I dont care if you say no way or yes way, because i like what you've said! LOL. Whos the one who asked me to reply her EVERY msg? & now, shes lost, she dint reply me. &&amp;amp;&, shes so selfish. She dont wanna teach me how to prolong life. But but but, I STILL LOVE HER ALOT ALOT! HEHHHEH. :]] Saw this, Oh Yifang? This very very short paragraph is for you. ((: I LOVE YOU REALLY ALOT, BARBIE GIRLLY!!
Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here
This song is my love, really. I liked this song for dont know how many donkey years alr kkk. Cause of Janice. Lol. I mean, she send me this song. (: I keep hai & hai-ing when i listen to this song luh, & sometimes, maybe cry. Cause i feel its so much like us in the past. Like, whalao, so ................ Btw, im going to malaysia tmr!
I choose to close my eyes tight & sleep when memories came into my mind. I refuse to think & refuse to let myself tear. But yet i miss you so much, & i find no reason to kick you out of my heart.. I dont wanna forget you..
Im all out of love..
Hun said: "Yayye B! I'll remember your bday! Cause you're my sweetest baby girll! <3 Hahhh, see, i told you i'd post alrrrr. I dont care if you say no way or yes way, because i like what you've said! LOL. Whos the one who asked me to reply her EVERY msg? & now, shes lost, she dint reply me. &&amp;amp;&, shes so selfish. She dont wanna teach me how to prolong life. But but but, I STILL LOVE HER ALOT ALOT! HEHHHEH. :]] Saw this, Oh Yifang? This very very short paragraph is for you. ((: I LOVE YOU REALLY ALOT, BARBIE GIRLLY!!
Did I hear you right
'Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where a love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered how it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you, you're almost here
(Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you)
And when I hold you, you're almost here
(Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted)
(Now I'm with you, I'm close to tears
'Cause I know I'm almost here)
Only almost here
This song is my love, really. I liked this song for dont know how many donkey years alr kkk. Cause of Janice. Lol. I mean, she send me this song. (: I keep hai & hai-ing when i listen to this song luh, & sometimes, maybe cry. Cause i feel its so much like us in the past. Like, whalao, so ................ Btw, im going to malaysia tmr!
I choose to close my eyes tight & sleep when memories came into my mind. I refuse to think & refuse to let myself tear. But yet i miss you so much, & i find no reason to kick you out of my heart.. I dont wanna forget you..
Im all out of love..
11:20 PM
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Friday, December 29, 2006
This bottle is filled with the love that i've been collecting all these while.
Okay okay, i've been tagged by Mingxian. Um.. I do her quiz first! ((:
1) Single, taken or crushing?
Single
2)Are you happy with your life now?
Um.. so so luh..
3)When you meet the right person, will you fall for him or her fast?
Yessssssss..
4)Have you had your heart broken?
Yes.
5)Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
It depends.
6)Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats you?
Um.. Maybe yes?
7)Have you talked to another person about marriage before?
Uh.. Yuh!
8)Do you want children?
No. I dont even want to get married.
9)How many?
None will be the best. :D
10)Would you consider adoption?
I willlll. (((:
11) If someone likes you now, would you accept?
No
12) Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
It depends.
13)Be honest, what did you & your ex did?
I dont know.
14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.
15) Are you romantic?
I dont know.
16) Do you believe you can change a person?
Hahahh.. No. ((:
17) If you could marry someone, where would it be?
Aussie!
18) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
Um.. I'll see whether if im in the wrong.
19) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Yes.
20)Have you ever wished you had someone, who loves you?
Yes, but that person doesnt.
21) Have you ever broken a heart?
Thousand of times.
22) One day, your best friend falls in love with the he/she you're love deeply with, what would you do?
Um.. seriously, i dont know..
23) Are you missing someone now?
Yes.
Choose eight friends to do this.
Oh Yifang, Lau Weiling, Kong Peizhen, Juliana, Felicia, Silin &&& anybody lah. ((:
Woke up at 7 tday! Showered & waited for Donna Neo's msg to leave my house. Um.. Left at about 8:55am, met her at the 190 stand. Met her & we went to wait for the bus. Talked cock & Chiam was standing behind us. Dangs- spoiled my mood. -.= The bus came & we went in. & Donna neo tricked me! She gave me a sweet, & i dint know that it was super sour that kind. & i put inside my mouth quickly, & i went "fuck, what you gave me?" I slapped her luh, haahh, but not her face, her arm. (: Reached the station & we got down. Met Jieyi & all, went into school tgt!
Q for the thumb print thingy, it was really really really long luh. Hehh, & Ljs came down, asked us not to scan alr, go up to the hall. The hall is really really really small k! The old school's hall is alr v small, imagine this. Its even smaller. I mean, usually the old school can take up to sec1-4 right? But this school hall can only take up to sec1-3 luh. So you can imagine alr right. Hahahhh, & when we went inside, i keep saying that the school looked like a hospital. & they all laughed. Whats so funny luh? It really looked like a hospital to me.
Cleaned the classrooms & all. & Tim send me the software for my phone. Yayyyyy. My msgin dont take 10 alr. Its alot alot alot faster, like those normal phones lah. hahah. Im so happppy. (((: Went to the workshop after that. Damn Mr Lim, make use of us! He asked us to put back all the tools on the table, both metal & wood. & we knew our time table for next year. I've got a v bad news k. School is releasing only at 3pm everyday. Whaaa, seriously, i think i will die. ): & they are giving us lunch break at 1:30-2pm, den continue stuyding at 2 again. Can you imagine? Its everyday leh! Not once in a week. & that means Cca only starts after 3. Kuku. ))))): Um.. Oh ya, there will be a campfire at next saturday! I think so, cause Yi Jun just told Jie yi & asked us to think of the activites. blah blah blah lahhh.
Went to meet Cindy after thatttt! Trained down to Batok to meet Gracice & we went to Bedok. I stripped in the Mrt tday! Not really strip, as in, took of my school skirt, & left only my Fbts in. Cause got the skirt is really really gao wei lah. After that i took out my school shoes too. & that malay man keep laughing at me. Uh.. But i dont care. (: Reached Bedok & met my Superman. (: Walked to the CC & we went singing! Im so highhhhhhhh. ((((: Okay, i upload video okayyyyy! Let you see how high we are.
&& did i mention that a person named Joey msged me?
Joey: Ellos long time no tok remember me?
Me: I dont know who are you
Joey: I am Joey
Me: I dont know whos Joey. You asshole Donna Neo, wanna trick me again isit?
Joey: What tokin you
Me: I dont know a person named Joey. & i dont care.
Okay okay, i've been tagged by Mingxian. Um.. I do her quiz first! ((:
1) Single, taken or crushing?
Single
2)Are you happy with your life now?
Um.. so so luh..
3)When you meet the right person, will you fall for him or her fast?
Yessssssss..
4)Have you had your heart broken?
Yes.
5)Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
It depends.
6)Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats you?
Um.. Maybe yes?
7)Have you talked to another person about marriage before?
Uh.. Yuh!
8)Do you want children?
No. I dont even want to get married.
9)How many?
None will be the best. :D
10)Would you consider adoption?
I willlll. (((:
11) If someone likes you now, would you accept?
No
12) Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
It depends.
13)Be honest, what did you & your ex did?
I dont know.
14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.
15) Are you romantic?
I dont know.
16) Do you believe you can change a person?
Hahahh.. No. ((:
17) If you could marry someone, where would it be?
Aussie!
18) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
Um.. I'll see whether if im in the wrong.
19) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Yes.
20)Have you ever wished you had someone, who loves you?
Yes, but that person doesnt.
21) Have you ever broken a heart?
Thousand of times.
22) One day, your best friend falls in love with the he/she you're love deeply with, what would you do?
Um.. seriously, i dont know..
23) Are you missing someone now?
Yes.
Choose eight friends to do this.
Oh Yifang, Lau Weiling, Kong Peizhen, Juliana, Felicia, Silin &&& anybody lah. ((:
Woke up at 7 tday! Showered & waited for Donna Neo's msg to leave my house. Um.. Left at about 8:55am, met her at the 190 stand. Met her & we went to wait for the bus. Talked cock & Chiam was standing behind us. Dangs- spoiled my mood. -.= The bus came & we went in. & Donna neo tricked me! She gave me a sweet, & i dint know that it was super sour that kind. & i put inside my mouth quickly, & i went "fuck, what you gave me?" I slapped her luh, haahh, but not her face, her arm. (: Reached the station & we got down. Met Jieyi & all, went into school tgt!
Q for the thumb print thingy, it was really really really long luh. Hehh, & Ljs came down, asked us not to scan alr, go up to the hall. The hall is really really really small k! The old school's hall is alr v small, imagine this. Its even smaller. I mean, usually the old school can take up to sec1-4 right? But this school hall can only take up to sec1-3 luh. So you can imagine alr right. Hahahhh, & when we went inside, i keep saying that the school looked like a hospital. & they all laughed. Whats so funny luh? It really looked like a hospital to me.
Cleaned the classrooms & all. & Tim send me the software for my phone. Yayyyyy. My msgin dont take 10 alr. Its alot alot alot faster, like those normal phones lah. hahah. Im so happppy. (((: Went to the workshop after that. Damn Mr Lim, make use of us! He asked us to put back all the tools on the table, both metal & wood. & we knew our time table for next year. I've got a v bad news k. School is releasing only at 3pm everyday. Whaaa, seriously, i think i will die. ): & they are giving us lunch break at 1:30-2pm, den continue stuyding at 2 again. Can you imagine? Its everyday leh! Not once in a week. & that means Cca only starts after 3. Kuku. ))))): Um.. Oh ya, there will be a campfire at next saturday! I think so, cause Yi Jun just told Jie yi & asked us to think of the activites. blah blah blah lahhh.
Went to meet Cindy after thatttt! Trained down to Batok to meet Gracice & we went to Bedok. I stripped in the Mrt tday! Not really strip, as in, took of my school skirt, & left only my Fbts in. Cause got the skirt is really really gao wei lah. After that i took out my school shoes too. & that malay man keep laughing at me. Uh.. But i dont care. (: Reached Bedok & met my Superman. (: Walked to the CC & we went singing! Im so highhhhhhhh. ((((: Okay, i upload video okayyyyy! Let you see how high we are.
&& did i mention that a person named Joey msged me?
Joey: Ellos long time no tok remember me?
Me: I dont know who are you
Joey: I am Joey
Me: I dont know whos Joey. You asshole Donna Neo, wanna trick me again isit?
Joey: What tokin you
Me: I dont know a person named Joey. & i dont care.
9:29 AM
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
We used to be as one, we were never apart.
Helloooooo world! Alright, i sound so highhhhh, but dangs- im damn boreddd now. ): Okay, im talking to Szelee on Msn now, & i got super duper extremely highhh! (: Hehhh, im going out studying with her, next time. & she promised to teach me those damn maths questions that i dread. Lol.
I dont know what happened to my comp, its so freaking morontic slowwwww. & fuck, i really cant take it. I keep slaming the keyboard. Aiya, but whatever lahhhh. &amp;amp;&&, did i mentioned that Felicia forgave me alr?? No no no, i dint. She forgave me alr. Yay YAy YAYYYYYYYYYYYY! Jumps aroundddddd! Give air hugs & kisses to everybodyyy. (: I wonder wheres my Barbei girl now, man, I MISS YOU! Hehhh, do i sound like one now? You know what im talking about! Hehhhhh! (:
25/12/06: Went out with family ysd. Out to China town, & my mum bought alot of Vcds. & trust me, its really ALOT. She bought alot alot alot of Dvds, cause it was on sale luh. Like 10 bucks for one set? & she got me one set too, wu ding shang de lu bao shi. & it only cost me $19.90 kkkkk! Cheap right?! Must go ahhh! Actually she wanted to get Ai qing mo fa shi instead of the Wu ding shang de lu bao shi, but i keep telling her that its really nice & so she changed her mind. :D & part of the reason that i chose that, is because of Lau Weiling, i knew that You tube removed it & she cant watch the remaining one.. & hehhh, i bought it, so she can finish it! See, what a nice person i am right! yes, i know, & thank you. (:
After shopping for Dvds, dad brought her to This Fashion, & she bought a stripped leggings. I dont know how much it cost, but the material is really good. Went for dinner after that. Had Frog porridge & hor fun over at the kopitian there, super duper extremely niceeee. (: Homeyyyy after that! Um.. i think thats all for ysd.
Today! Woke up at 12.45pm, met Gracie at Bukit batok mrt station for that darn iterview. Hehhhh, but we run away after that. Its really... Stupid, i swear. hehhh, & we saw like, a group of people. & there was one girl, shes damn damn damn fucking gothic. My jaw dropped when i saw her lahhhh! Theres lace all around her & her clothes. & as if like SG is snowing? Her shoes is super duper extremly thick. Im sorry, its not shoes, its boots. Shock huh? But that girl is not the focus luh. Its that 1/2 bung. Whalao, i really dont understand, why is she so highhh? Like, she keep laughing & di siao-ing her friend. Keep using her slippers to up & down that girl's leg. So funny luh, & i cant stop laughing. Saw that 1/2 bung at Dhoby ghuat mrt station, & she was rushing, for the train, i think. & when she rush past us, i said, "ehhhh! Wait for me! I wanna get high with you." But she dint reply me. Lol.
Trained to Cindy's house. Gracie & me got high when we saw Cindy. Hehhh, & ah, her dad is super cute cannnn! Not forgetting, her baby photossss! Damn cute &amp;amp; funny lahhh! & Xiaoying. OMFG. I wont forget how she looks in primary schoool. (((:
I dont know what to blog about nowwww. I think, im going off soon! ((: Im posting some pics alsoooo! (((:
I hope the Scouts see this! Actually, what i wrote was "all the boy scouts are my dog" Remember the Guides sang this for the Scouts, during the Thinking day thingy? & Scouts sang back "all the Girl guides are my wife."
& i seriouisly think that my hair looks like a flower.
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Hello, im back again. Can you imagine that im having my dinner now? At like, 2:38am in the morning. I dint want to eat, but my mum forced me to eat, like- she said, "i dont care, the two of you must have your dinner tnight." Uhh.. She was refering to my elder bro & me, like- its alr 10 plus & she asked us if we really dont wanna have our dinner, & i told her to keep it, cause im not hungry, & more, we can have it for lunch tmr. But aiya, she said that. Can i dont eat? So, i said later later later, till she slept & now im eating. Im really really really very very very super super super duper duper duper duper extremly extremly extremly bored. & my elder bro is ignoring me, he doesnt want to talk to me cause he's watching his vvvvvv precious Vcds about bball. ): Hehhhh, & i love You tube, cause i can finally watch my Silence alrrrr. ((((:
why do i... still miss you?
Helloooooo world! Alright, i sound so highhhhh, but dangs- im damn boreddd now. ): Okay, im talking to Szelee on Msn now, & i got super duper extremely highhh! (: Hehhh, im going out studying with her, next time. & she promised to teach me those damn maths questions that i dread. Lol.
I dont know what happened to my comp, its so freaking morontic slowwwww. & fuck, i really cant take it. I keep slaming the keyboard. Aiya, but whatever lahhhh. &amp;amp;&&, did i mentioned that Felicia forgave me alr?? No no no, i dint. She forgave me alr. Yay YAy YAYYYYYYYYYYYY! Jumps aroundddddd! Give air hugs & kisses to everybodyyy. (: I wonder wheres my Barbei girl now, man, I MISS YOU! Hehhh, do i sound like one now? You know what im talking about! Hehhhhh! (:
25/12/06: Went out with family ysd. Out to China town, & my mum bought alot of Vcds. & trust me, its really ALOT. She bought alot alot alot of Dvds, cause it was on sale luh. Like 10 bucks for one set? & she got me one set too, wu ding shang de lu bao shi. & it only cost me $19.90 kkkkk! Cheap right?! Must go ahhh! Actually she wanted to get Ai qing mo fa shi instead of the Wu ding shang de lu bao shi, but i keep telling her that its really nice & so she changed her mind. :D & part of the reason that i chose that, is because of Lau Weiling, i knew that You tube removed it & she cant watch the remaining one.. & hehhh, i bought it, so she can finish it! See, what a nice person i am right! yes, i know, & thank you. (:
After shopping for Dvds, dad brought her to This Fashion, & she bought a stripped leggings. I dont know how much it cost, but the material is really good. Went for dinner after that. Had Frog porridge & hor fun over at the kopitian there, super duper extremely niceeee. (: Homeyyyy after that! Um.. i think thats all for ysd.
Today! Woke up at 12.45pm, met Gracie at Bukit batok mrt station for that darn iterview. Hehhhh, but we run away after that. Its really... Stupid, i swear. hehhh, & we saw like, a group of people. & there was one girl, shes damn damn damn fucking gothic. My jaw dropped when i saw her lahhhh! Theres lace all around her & her clothes. & as if like SG is snowing? Her shoes is super duper extremly thick. Im sorry, its not shoes, its boots. Shock huh? But that girl is not the focus luh. Its that 1/2 bung. Whalao, i really dont understand, why is she so highhh? Like, she keep laughing & di siao-ing her friend. Keep using her slippers to up & down that girl's leg. So funny luh, & i cant stop laughing. Saw that 1/2 bung at Dhoby ghuat mrt station, & she was rushing, for the train, i think. & when she rush past us, i said, "ehhhh! Wait for me! I wanna get high with you." But she dint reply me. Lol.
Trained to Cindy's house. Gracie & me got high when we saw Cindy. Hehhh, & ah, her dad is super cute cannnn! Not forgetting, her baby photossss! Damn cute &amp;amp; funny lahhh! & Xiaoying. OMFG. I wont forget how she looks in primary schoool. (((:
I dont know what to blog about nowwww. I think, im going off soon! ((: Im posting some pics alsoooo! (((:
I hope the Scouts see this! Actually, what i wrote was "all the boy scouts are my dog" Remember the Guides sang this for the Scouts, during the Thinking day thingy? & Scouts sang back "all the Girl guides are my wife."
& i seriouisly think that my hair looks like a flower.
/edit
Hello, im back again. Can you imagine that im having my dinner now? At like, 2:38am in the morning. I dint want to eat, but my mum forced me to eat, like- she said, "i dont care, the two of you must have your dinner tnight." Uhh.. She was refering to my elder bro & me, like- its alr 10 plus & she asked us if we really dont wanna have our dinner, & i told her to keep it, cause im not hungry, & more, we can have it for lunch tmr. But aiya, she said that. Can i dont eat? So, i said later later later, till she slept & now im eating. Im really really really very very very super super super duper duper duper duper extremly extremly extremly bored. & my elder bro is ignoring me, he doesnt want to talk to me cause he's watching his vvvvvv precious Vcds about bball. ): Hehhhh, & i love You tube, cause i can finally watch my Silence alrrrr. ((((:
why do i... still miss you?
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
Baby, let me hold you & cry in your arms for the last time. I dont wanna let go, for knowing if i've let go, we can only be friends. But so what if im still holing on? You'll still not be coming back.. I miss you, & i really do. What if im see you next time? Am i going to cry like i've always do so? How much i wish if im gonna see you next time, i can rush up to you, & hug you tightly. I dont wish for anything more, i just hope that, you can be true to me, for this once. Not lying to me & tell me that you dont love me at all anymore. & when i read your blog, i cried like some shit. I know i couldnt find someone like you anymore, not anyone can replce you in my heart. Someone whos so understanding, someone whos so forgiving, someone whos so willing to give up everything just for me, swollow up all those quarrel times to yourself rather than letting me cry, giving in to me in almost all the big & small quarrels, & alot alot more. So much more that i cant name them out. & baby, if you ask me how much i love you, its more than the forever & a day that you've promised me. Happiness is something that i cant give you anymore, plaster the smile on your face is more impossible. I hope you can live your life to the fullest, do your best in your studies, & for your A levels. I cannot give you anything, anymore, in the way you want. I hope you can find someone a 101 times better than me. I... will still be waiting, i promise. Rememeber, i'll do anything to make you happy, baby. Allow me to call you baby for this one last time, alright.. I love you
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Saturday, December 23, 2006
Mend this broken heart, the only doctor that can heal.
Went movie with Gracie & Cindy, at ps. Watched the Midnight sun. Its a Jap love story & a really nice one. The guy inside is fucking handsome luh. The girl looks like Rainie Yang! At least i think so. (: Its, um.. Kinda sad? That girl has got some illness & she cant go out to the sun, & when that guy knew it, he dint mind it at all. & even saved, & worked for money, for that girl to release a album when knowing that she loved to sing. & her singing is really nice. I like it when they sit along the beach, thats when the guy asked the girl to be his girlfriend. But in the end the girl died lah. Haiyo, i cried can.
Walked to This fashion after movie, cause they wanted to get their top. Haahh, its nice, really. (: & ah, i hate Golden village can. Tmd, cheat my money. I wasted 6 bucks just for that damn popcorn & coke leh, whalao, so ex! Should had asked my mommy to make some popcorn for me right? Its more worth it lah! & now, im broke. Went to Dhoby xchange after that. Walked for awhile & acc gracie to cut her hair. I like a shoe at Dhoby xchange! Err.. wait, let me think of the shop's name. K, i forgot liao. My brother bought a super big Elmo for Janice. & it only cost $26.90! So cheap right?! Whalao! I also want! ): Bought my dinner at the coffee shop & went home. Ehhhhhh.. Everybody, watch Ch U now! Fahrenheit!!! My Wu Ji Zun/Wu Zun! So handsome lahhhh. ((((((:
Daddy, Mommy &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; brother went to the Wedding dinner. & left only Chua Yi Khiang & me home. Yayyyy! Dad is treating us to No signboard resturant tmrrrrr! Um.. I'll pull him to Esplanade tmr, den to dhoby xchange to get my shoe! Hahah, & shun bian get my new year's clothes. & after that drive to Orchad to look at the christmas lightssss! &&& home sweet home.
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Okay, i dreamt about smth last night. Errrr.. Funny, & the person that i dreamt about is Anna. But i've alr forgot about what we're doing in that dream, all that i can remember that is we're v funny. & of cause, i keep asking her for Hi 5. Hahah. Okay, forget it. (:
Love had never been easy for me, but when you came in, you made love a easy one for me. For you had always been taking the faults to yourself, give in to my stubborness & always keep those unhappiness towards yourself. I never thought how selfish i could get, i said i loved you, but yet doing those things to hurt you again & again. But no, you dint blame me, not at all. You showered love, care & concern onto me. & Im thankful for all those.. Im not good with words, i dont know how to say, so that you'd understand what im trying to say. But for you, i'll try to make this a good one. You need not be anything that i want you to be, cause the one that i've been loving, is you, not the one that i've wanted you to be.. If you give me one chance, i'd do everything again. Be it things that i've given or i've not given last time, i so much want to give it to you again. To make you feel happiness, to plaster a smile onto your face & everything that can make you happy.. If anything could be exchanged back for you, i would give. Even if heaven wants me to leave 10, 20 or even half my life earlier, i would still do it. You're the one & only i need, the only doctor that can heal. I dont want to make myself sound fake, because what i've said now is all genuine.. i think i should shut up now, cause i know no matter what i say, you're not gonna be back.. but.. i need you.. ): I want you by my side too.. ):
I wanna post some pics! (((:
This is the Elmo that my brother bought for his girlfriend!
& i mean it. ):
My U-know, & Fang's Micky!!
Okay, bye bye! (:
Went movie with Gracie & Cindy, at ps. Watched the Midnight sun. Its a Jap love story & a really nice one. The guy inside is fucking handsome luh. The girl looks like Rainie Yang! At least i think so. (: Its, um.. Kinda sad? That girl has got some illness & she cant go out to the sun, & when that guy knew it, he dint mind it at all. & even saved, & worked for money, for that girl to release a album when knowing that she loved to sing. & her singing is really nice. I like it when they sit along the beach, thats when the guy asked the girl to be his girlfriend. But in the end the girl died lah. Haiyo, i cried can.
Walked to This fashion after movie, cause they wanted to get their top. Haahh, its nice, really. (: & ah, i hate Golden village can. Tmd, cheat my money. I wasted 6 bucks just for that damn popcorn & coke leh, whalao, so ex! Should had asked my mommy to make some popcorn for me right? Its more worth it lah! & now, im broke. Went to Dhoby xchange after that. Walked for awhile & acc gracie to cut her hair. I like a shoe at Dhoby xchange! Err.. wait, let me think of the shop's name. K, i forgot liao. My brother bought a super big Elmo for Janice. & it only cost $26.90! So cheap right?! Whalao! I also want! ): Bought my dinner at the coffee shop & went home. Ehhhhhh.. Everybody, watch Ch U now! Fahrenheit!!! My Wu Ji Zun/Wu Zun! So handsome lahhhh. ((((((:
Daddy, Mommy &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; brother went to the Wedding dinner. & left only Chua Yi Khiang & me home. Yayyyy! Dad is treating us to No signboard resturant tmrrrrr! Um.. I'll pull him to Esplanade tmr, den to dhoby xchange to get my shoe! Hahah, & shun bian get my new year's clothes. & after that drive to Orchad to look at the christmas lightssss! &&& home sweet home.
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Okay, i dreamt about smth last night. Errrr.. Funny, & the person that i dreamt about is Anna. But i've alr forgot about what we're doing in that dream, all that i can remember that is we're v funny. & of cause, i keep asking her for Hi 5. Hahah. Okay, forget it. (:
Love had never been easy for me, but when you came in, you made love a easy one for me. For you had always been taking the faults to yourself, give in to my stubborness & always keep those unhappiness towards yourself. I never thought how selfish i could get, i said i loved you, but yet doing those things to hurt you again & again. But no, you dint blame me, not at all. You showered love, care & concern onto me. & Im thankful for all those.. Im not good with words, i dont know how to say, so that you'd understand what im trying to say. But for you, i'll try to make this a good one. You need not be anything that i want you to be, cause the one that i've been loving, is you, not the one that i've wanted you to be.. If you give me one chance, i'd do everything again. Be it things that i've given or i've not given last time, i so much want to give it to you again. To make you feel happiness, to plaster a smile onto your face & everything that can make you happy.. If anything could be exchanged back for you, i would give. Even if heaven wants me to leave 10, 20 or even half my life earlier, i would still do it. You're the one & only i need, the only doctor that can heal. I dont want to make myself sound fake, because what i've said now is all genuine.. i think i should shut up now, cause i know no matter what i say, you're not gonna be back.. but.. i need you.. ): I want you by my side too.. ):
I wanna post some pics! (((:
This is the Elmo that my brother bought for his girlfriend!
& i mean it. ):
My U-know, & Fang's Micky!!
Okay, bye bye! (:
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Friday, December 22, 2006
HELLOOOO! (: Um,,, im lazy to type! So ah, i just post pics pics k! ((:
I miss you ):
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Okay! Finsih! Picture speaks a thousand wordssss right! Yes, i know. (:
I miss you ):
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
是你说要分手,分手后别再见你怎能说出口?
Damn, i was feeling really low tday. Saw two people that i dint really wanted to see. First, was Daniel, & second, was Esther. Maybe its okay to see Daniel, 'cause we're not anything. But Esther, ahhhh.. Shit luh. & I stand beside her when we're on the escalator. K, forget it. I doubt anyone will know what the fuck im talking about. But freaking shit, im feeling so fucked up now. Dongs-
Was on the phone with The Bebe ysd night, until 510am in the morning. K, ysd was the longest talk ever. But the funny part was, we keep talking about the past & future. & the only joke for us is what i've said. If next time i want my pet to be a cat, i wont need to spend any money to get it, Gracie can be my pet. &&&, any one need horse, mouse, hamster? Gracie can be! Hahahh, & her being a chi dun one, cant get my meaning straight away. She only realised it when she heard Cindy & me laughing like some mad women. After that my cordless phone went batt low, & i told them that i need to hang, in the end, they scold me. Ask me to pull the phone in my living room into my room. I told them, "eh, i scared leh! My living room is bloody red when night falls k!" & guess what they reply me? They said, "haiya, never mind one lah. We talk to you, den you not scared alr." Fuck, den i've got no more choice luh.. Talked, & Gracie said that she feels like celebrating Jit Hua's birthday with him. & asked me to help her. Dongs-, help yourself lah. I will only help you, ABIT, okay? ((:
Woke up at 1:20am tday. & mum called, she told us that everybody must go on this friday, cause of my grandpa's death anniversary. I dint even know when it is until tday. I knowwwwwww.. Im lousy luh, k...... Watched tv & went over to Lot one to help my brother get his Dvds. & thats when i saw the twoooo.. I ate Yami Yogurt tday! Thanks to **ther lah, i saw her & i went nuts. Suddenly go down the escalator again, not knowing what to do or buy when i've reached the basement.. K, i should shut up now.
I dont like you having eye candies. I rather you really like/love someone than tell me that they're your eye candy.. Its not that i cant take it, right? Eye candy isnt nice at all. You dint know how irritating they can be. Did you know how much fear i have when ever you told me you've got a new eye candy alr? Im so afraid, one day you might just fall for her.. I guess i shouldnt talk too much here..
Is there a new one in your heart now?
& oh, I've missed you
Damn, i was feeling really low tday. Saw two people that i dint really wanted to see. First, was Daniel, & second, was Esther. Maybe its okay to see Daniel, 'cause we're not anything. But Esther, ahhhh.. Shit luh. & I stand beside her when we're on the escalator. K, forget it. I doubt anyone will know what the fuck im talking about. But freaking shit, im feeling so fucked up now. Dongs-
Was on the phone with The Bebe ysd night, until 510am in the morning. K, ysd was the longest talk ever. But the funny part was, we keep talking about the past & future. & the only joke for us is what i've said. If next time i want my pet to be a cat, i wont need to spend any money to get it, Gracie can be my pet. &&&, any one need horse, mouse, hamster? Gracie can be! Hahahh, & her being a chi dun one, cant get my meaning straight away. She only realised it when she heard Cindy & me laughing like some mad women. After that my cordless phone went batt low, & i told them that i need to hang, in the end, they scold me. Ask me to pull the phone in my living room into my room. I told them, "eh, i scared leh! My living room is bloody red when night falls k!" & guess what they reply me? They said, "haiya, never mind one lah. We talk to you, den you not scared alr." Fuck, den i've got no more choice luh.. Talked, & Gracie said that she feels like celebrating Jit Hua's birthday with him. & asked me to help her. Dongs-, help yourself lah. I will only help you, ABIT, okay? ((:
Woke up at 1:20am tday. & mum called, she told us that everybody must go on this friday, cause of my grandpa's death anniversary. I dint even know when it is until tday. I knowwwwwww.. Im lousy luh, k...... Watched tv & went over to Lot one to help my brother get his Dvds. & thats when i saw the twoooo.. I ate Yami Yogurt tday! Thanks to **ther lah, i saw her & i went nuts. Suddenly go down the escalator again, not knowing what to do or buy when i've reached the basement.. K, i should shut up now.
I dont like you having eye candies. I rather you really like/love someone than tell me that they're your eye candy.. Its not that i cant take it, right? Eye candy isnt nice at all. You dint know how irritating they can be. Did you know how much fear i have when ever you told me you've got a new eye candy alr? Im so afraid, one day you might just fall for her.. I guess i shouldnt talk too much here..
Is there a new one in your heart now?
& oh, I've missed you
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Monday, December 18, 2006
Here i am counting the amount of love i have for you in my heart
Okay, im really bored here. Dongs- ): Anyway, im talking to Jingfang in Msn. Yuh, as usual, GOSSIPS! Hahahah, first we're talking about Aixin, the Cute & pretty girl in Oriole. Yuh, my ex patrol. She said that she likes to scream for a lil small things. Hahah, & i dint even realised that. & the second one was Brina, i dont know who she is. But alot said that shes cute. & i dont know whether its true anot luh, so i will see her next year! (: I love DongDongs Sisters! <3
Woke up at 1:30pm tday. Msged Glynis first! Wished her good luck & bought lunch at lot 1, & my bloody ass brother asked me to help her Girlfriend to take away also. Cause shes at our house. Damn luh, heavy can. Bought those home & started to watch tv. Watched watched watched & helped my mum to do the chores. Sweeped the floor & i haven washed my own clothes. kkkk, im going now. My mum is quarreling with my brother now. & i think, they almost fought. LOL. & he hit her!
KKKK. BYE!
Okay, im really bored here. Dongs- ): Anyway, im talking to Jingfang in Msn. Yuh, as usual, GOSSIPS! Hahahah, first we're talking about Aixin, the Cute & pretty girl in Oriole. Yuh, my ex patrol. She said that she likes to scream for a lil small things. Hahah, & i dint even realised that. & the second one was Brina, i dont know who she is. But alot said that shes cute. & i dont know whether its true anot luh, so i will see her next year! (: I love DongDongs Sisters! <3
Woke up at 1:30pm tday. Msged Glynis first! Wished her good luck & bought lunch at lot 1, & my bloody ass brother asked me to help her Girlfriend to take away also. Cause shes at our house. Damn luh, heavy can. Bought those home & started to watch tv. Watched watched watched & helped my mum to do the chores. Sweeped the floor & i haven washed my own clothes. kkkk, im going now. My mum is quarreling with my brother now. & i think, they almost fought. LOL. & he hit her!
KKKK. BYE!
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
Im sorry for not giving everything you need, & that means love
Hohoooh.. Im at Gracie's house right now, yeah, update my blog! Cause i dont think i'd get to use the comp when i reach home later. Damn, my moron brothers would be using luh. Im like er.. Vvvvvv tired now. HAHAHHH. kkkk, let me blog about last friday. (:
15/12/06: Woke up at 12:05pm, i think. Bathed & rush over to Cindy's house. She came over to Marsiling Mrt station to pick me up. After that i said that im v hungry & she brought me to some kopitiam for Breakfast & lunch. I ate Wanton mee, & as usual, i dint finsh it. LOL. After eating, we went over to her house. She went bath & i was reading my book. And after she's out, we played SNAP! Whalao, damn high luh! I keep screaming here & there. Lol lol. & Gracie keep calling us, asking where we are & all. hahahh... She too nervous alr lah! Yuh, after that we went to have our dinner. Her mum cooked fish, cabbage & soup. The fish is super spicy luh! & when her mum says one fish is for one person, i was shocked luh! Its like, wha! so big lah! So i ate half of it, & cindy helped me with the another half. After dinner we went Causeway, helped Gracie's mum to buy Yakun kaya toast. The bread is like so nice luh! Took bus 178 over to Gracie's house. Met her at the bus stop. & we went mad after meeting herrrrr! Lol Lol Lol. We keep laughing & laughing! Hahahhh. Yuh, watched tv, Ju on 2. As usual. Its boring. & i fall asleep on the sofa. & they woke me up. After wacthing we went to have our supper. Eeg mayo with bread & tuna sandwich. After eating we went into the room to use the comp. But Jit hua is not online. Yuh after that we went to sleep. But Gracie cant sleep, & she keep disturbing Cindy, tiker her till she cant take it & we laughed again! & after that.... I FALL ALSEEPPPP! ((:
16/12/06: Woke up at about 11am. Washed up & showered, & off we go to Hawpar villa! 176 is damn long lah! So we sat at the bus stop talked cock & laughed. Finally the bus is here, bused there & took pics. But i dont think i would be posting them tday. Im lazy. (: Reached & went in. Went to the Hell of ten court, & the entrence fee was 1 bucks per person. Bought the tics & went in. We watched those people who commited the sin. & i went "eeyur, next time i dont want to waste food alr" Hahahh.. Cause wasting food, is also a sin. Lol. Yeah, after that we went off alr. Waited for 188 & bused over to Harbourfront. Took the train over to town. Ate at KFC & there's some jokes luh. But i shandt say it, cause someone might just kill me. (: Yuh, shop for the butterfly belt that gracie liked, & she bought it. She bought the Black one. Its nice, esp the diamonds. (: & we went over to This Fashion. We three one the same shirt! (: Yuh, & i wanted to see the Mango sales, so we walked there. & i bought a Brown Mango Tank top for only 15 bucks! damn cheap luh! Yuh, after that we trained to IMM, & we walked there. Im damn tired alr. Slacked at Macs & went up to Daiso after that. Went back to Gracie's house to have dinner 7 thats all. Yuh, & in the night, somethings happened, & gracie cried. Sorry okay, i shouldnt had asked him. But its really better luh, girl, its better for you to know the results earlier right? Better than you harbour any more false hopes on him. Yuh, so we wont be celebrating his bdae with him anymore. Yuh, & we watched Celetse chen's video! & she sorta got better. Sleep after that.
& now, its tday! Woke up at around 12:25pm & ate our Breakfast & lunch over at her house. yuh, & im updating my blog now. & cindy is alseep. Im damn boreddd. ): & i fee like posting some touching things now. But guess i can only post it when i've reached home.. Yuh. (: Sk looked cool with her Floor ball jersey! kkkkk. Bye. (:
&, I've missed you.
Hohoooh.. Im at Gracie's house right now, yeah, update my blog! Cause i dont think i'd get to use the comp when i reach home later. Damn, my moron brothers would be using luh. Im like er.. Vvvvvv tired now. HAHAHHH. kkkk, let me blog about last friday. (:
15/12/06: Woke up at 12:05pm, i think. Bathed & rush over to Cindy's house. She came over to Marsiling Mrt station to pick me up. After that i said that im v hungry & she brought me to some kopitiam for Breakfast & lunch. I ate Wanton mee, & as usual, i dint finsh it. LOL. After eating, we went over to her house. She went bath & i was reading my book. And after she's out, we played SNAP! Whalao, damn high luh! I keep screaming here & there. Lol lol. & Gracie keep calling us, asking where we are & all. hahahh... She too nervous alr lah! Yuh, after that we went to have our dinner. Her mum cooked fish, cabbage & soup. The fish is super spicy luh! & when her mum says one fish is for one person, i was shocked luh! Its like, wha! so big lah! So i ate half of it, & cindy helped me with the another half. After dinner we went Causeway, helped Gracie's mum to buy Yakun kaya toast. The bread is like so nice luh! Took bus 178 over to Gracie's house. Met her at the bus stop. & we went mad after meeting herrrrr! Lol Lol Lol. We keep laughing & laughing! Hahahhh. Yuh, watched tv, Ju on 2. As usual. Its boring. & i fall asleep on the sofa. & they woke me up. After wacthing we went to have our supper. Eeg mayo with bread & tuna sandwich. After eating we went into the room to use the comp. But Jit hua is not online. Yuh after that we went to sleep. But Gracie cant sleep, & she keep disturbing Cindy, tiker her till she cant take it & we laughed again! & after that.... I FALL ALSEEPPPP! ((:
16/12/06: Woke up at about 11am. Washed up & showered, & off we go to Hawpar villa! 176 is damn long lah! So we sat at the bus stop talked cock & laughed. Finally the bus is here, bused there & took pics. But i dont think i would be posting them tday. Im lazy. (: Reached & went in. Went to the Hell of ten court, & the entrence fee was 1 bucks per person. Bought the tics & went in. We watched those people who commited the sin. & i went "eeyur, next time i dont want to waste food alr" Hahahh.. Cause wasting food, is also a sin. Lol. Yeah, after that we went off alr. Waited for 188 & bused over to Harbourfront. Took the train over to town. Ate at KFC & there's some jokes luh. But i shandt say it, cause someone might just kill me. (: Yuh, shop for the butterfly belt that gracie liked, & she bought it. She bought the Black one. Its nice, esp the diamonds. (: & we went over to This Fashion. We three one the same shirt! (: Yuh, & i wanted to see the Mango sales, so we walked there. & i bought a Brown Mango Tank top for only 15 bucks! damn cheap luh! Yuh, after that we trained to IMM, & we walked there. Im damn tired alr. Slacked at Macs & went up to Daiso after that. Went back to Gracie's house to have dinner 7 thats all. Yuh, & in the night, somethings happened, & gracie cried. Sorry okay, i shouldnt had asked him. But its really better luh, girl, its better for you to know the results earlier right? Better than you harbour any more false hopes on him. Yuh, so we wont be celebrating his bdae with him anymore. Yuh, & we watched Celetse chen's video! & she sorta got better. Sleep after that.
& now, its tday! Woke up at around 12:25pm & ate our Breakfast & lunch over at her house. yuh, & im updating my blog now. & cindy is alseep. Im damn boreddd. ): & i fee like posting some touching things now. But guess i can only post it when i've reached home.. Yuh. (: Sk looked cool with her Floor ball jersey! kkkkk. Bye. (:
&, I've missed you.
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
When you're gone, i'll miss you. & i did.
Oh, & i realised that i really loved my blog now. But but but, i love Fang's blog more now. Errrrr.. Maybe when im tired of this skin now, I will change smth similar like hers? Er... No no no. CANNOT! That would be copying. (: Hahahh.. I think i will just do what i always do lah. Go to blogskins.com & cteal their basic codes, then edit myself again. Lol.. Hehhh.. Szelee's blog is also not bad!
Im bored here, with only talking to Felicia on Msn, but i dont know where she went now. K, shes back. Hahahhh. & i keep CAPS here & there. & make them think that im v high now. But im not kkkkk. Er.. I dont think im working with fang alr? Cause she told me that her dad only needs 2 people & would be starting on 18 dec, & the pay is like only 100 bucks? Okay luh, forget it. I think i'll just dig out my own money to get that adidas jacket for you. Lol. Cause it only cost me 55 bucks for one, & its a real one. I like that dark blue one, so i think im getting that. Er.. Should be able to get it before Christmas. & im thinking of baking some small things to go along inside that plastic bag to accompany the jacket. Lol, i know im lame.
Two of them is coming to my house tmr, at late afternoon. Cause Gracie's mum have some party & she need to bring her home. I guess, i'd be vvvvvv super extremly sian when they are not here yet. Cause i cant use the comp, & im tired of watching tv. I dont wanna sleep too. So, rotting is my only choice. (: Hahahhh, i'll be cooking Tom yum maggi mee for Gracie tmr, cause i know she's not having lunch & dinner, 100%, i can confirm. I hope i wont burn down my kitchen. (:
I got a new book, The ruling class. Its nice. HAHAHHHAAA! I found my entertainment for tmr, read finish the whole book! & yes, its a must. Then i can get a new one again. & Glynis's blog reminds me of smth. Mitch Albom's The Five people you meet in heaven!! But my dad refuse to buy it for me, cause he says that its a waste of money.. I think, i'll get it myself when school reopens.. ):
&&&& OH! I finally know how to use that stick to tie my hair alrrrr! But its like, damn pain luh! But its prettaye, really. Hehhhhh, i can tie my hair to school next year! Happy happy! Haiyooooo, i realised, i've got no money to get that shirt from Forever 21. It cost me fucking 48 bucks. Trying to bomb my wallet man. But nvm, I will save. (: & i hurt my ankle like stupid again when i went over to lot one to get lunch. I wished, i dint wear that pair of shoes. Damnit. But i still love god, cause he dint make my day a bad one afterall! My leg doesnt hurt that much alrrrrr. So i can walk walk walk & walk. (:
Im going to Hawpar Ville or whatever you call it on Saturday! With Gracie & Cindy. Omg, im damn excited. Cause i've always wanted to go there. Gracie's family is making me laugh like mad on the phone alr, i cant imagine, if im at her house on friday. Will i die of laughing? hahhhh.. Lol. Bye. (:
Oh, & i realised that i really loved my blog now. But but but, i love Fang's blog more now. Errrrr.. Maybe when im tired of this skin now, I will change smth similar like hers? Er... No no no. CANNOT! That would be copying. (: Hahahh.. I think i will just do what i always do lah. Go to blogskins.com & cteal their basic codes, then edit myself again. Lol.. Hehhh.. Szelee's blog is also not bad!
Im bored here, with only talking to Felicia on Msn, but i dont know where she went now. K, shes back. Hahahhh. & i keep CAPS here & there. & make them think that im v high now. But im not kkkkk. Er.. I dont think im working with fang alr? Cause she told me that her dad only needs 2 people & would be starting on 18 dec, & the pay is like only 100 bucks? Okay luh, forget it. I think i'll just dig out my own money to get that adidas jacket for you. Lol. Cause it only cost me 55 bucks for one, & its a real one. I like that dark blue one, so i think im getting that. Er.. Should be able to get it before Christmas. & im thinking of baking some small things to go along inside that plastic bag to accompany the jacket. Lol, i know im lame.
Two of them is coming to my house tmr, at late afternoon. Cause Gracie's mum have some party & she need to bring her home. I guess, i'd be vvvvvv super extremly sian when they are not here yet. Cause i cant use the comp, & im tired of watching tv. I dont wanna sleep too. So, rotting is my only choice. (: Hahahhh, i'll be cooking Tom yum maggi mee for Gracie tmr, cause i know she's not having lunch & dinner, 100%, i can confirm. I hope i wont burn down my kitchen. (:
I got a new book, The ruling class. Its nice. HAHAHHHAAA! I found my entertainment for tmr, read finish the whole book! & yes, its a must. Then i can get a new one again. & Glynis's blog reminds me of smth. Mitch Albom's The Five people you meet in heaven!! But my dad refuse to buy it for me, cause he says that its a waste of money.. I think, i'll get it myself when school reopens.. ):
&&&& OH! I finally know how to use that stick to tie my hair alrrrr! But its like, damn pain luh! But its prettaye, really. Hehhhhh, i can tie my hair to school next year! Happy happy! Haiyooooo, i realised, i've got no money to get that shirt from Forever 21. It cost me fucking 48 bucks. Trying to bomb my wallet man. But nvm, I will save. (: & i hurt my ankle like stupid again when i went over to lot one to get lunch. I wished, i dint wear that pair of shoes. Damnit. But i still love god, cause he dint make my day a bad one afterall! My leg doesnt hurt that much alrrrrr. So i can walk walk walk & walk. (:
Im going to Hawpar Ville or whatever you call it on Saturday! With Gracie & Cindy. Omg, im damn excited. Cause i've always wanted to go there. Gracie's family is making me laugh like mad on the phone alr, i cant imagine, if im at her house on friday. Will i die of laughing? hahhhh.. Lol. Bye. (:
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Monday, December 11, 2006
夢想的每一天
不知何時，感覺為此時握住他的手
也許太遙遠，讓我無法說出口
竟然不知道他隱藏的心
她的心在想什麼她
的眼裡倒映出某段未來
都是關於我的嗎
我活在那時吧
感謝讓我擁有這一切
Someday I'll lay my love on you
Baby,I don't wanna lose it now
唯一的，只有你
如同我們相遇的某日
我活下去的唯一理由
只為與你相遇
知道吧
過去的日子對我說
會是永遠到何時的愛情
請在一天的終結時，一直等我
我很幸福，越是愛這樣的你
一定會永恆的
無論在世上哪個角落
唯一的，只有你
那份愛是我人生的唯一
就只有他
我知道，我相信
永遠的
如何在眾多人群中尋找到我
我即將去她身邊
I pray for this love to be
miss you my baby you
請在我身邊多做停留
超越這個時刻，如同謊言一般
以變換的某一天
Someday I'll lay my love on you
baby I don't wanna lose it now
唯一的，只有你
如同我們相遇的某日
我活下的唯一理由
只為與你相遇
This is Dbsk's ONE! Omg lah! I love Gracie Lau Weiling okayyyyyyy. ((:
Hahahhhhhhh! I changed my skinnnn! (: But i used back the same old codes, cause the new one is like, er.. so girly? So i changed the dashed to dotted! & now, its like so much nicer. But my brother said that its v plain, so not nice. Hohohooh, but do i look like i will listen to what he've said? Im damn high now, for dont know what reasons. LOL! &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;&& im looking at my U-know now, im fainting, he's my current boyfriend kkkkkk. (:
Yeah yeahhhhh. I hurt my ankle tday. The moment i step onto the road, i fall! & my ankle hurts like ass, till i cant get up & walk. So I need my brother to help me up. I swear, its darn malu. And when im walking, i keep screaming & lknbkgbdbgdlgbdhdhdd-ing. I felt like dying, & daddy said that he will help me later, i think i will scream till my mum scold me. lol. But im really scared! Im still high now! yayyyyyy, im going over to Gracie's house this friday, &&& the three of us will talk talk & talk. Go online until Jit Hua come online, & the answer will be all outtttt! Oh yes mannnnn! woooowhhhho! & er, i think im working next week, with fang. At er.. a temple? I dont knowwww! (: Merry Christmassss to everyone in advance! (:
I LOVE YOU
YOU LOVE ME
WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY
WITH A GREAT BIG HUG
& A KISS FROM ME TO YOU
WONT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO!
kkkkk, IM GOING OFF ALR! bYE!
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Okay, i regret asking my dad to help me with my ankle. When he rubbed my ankle, i really wished that im died. It hurt like ass. I keep screaming & keep crying, I told my dad "pa, wo bu yao le, wo bu yao le, hen tong" den continue crying again. I rather let my leg break than hurt my ankle again. Its unbearable. & at that point of time i really wished that you're with me.. Until now i still feel like crying, i dont know why. Im not high anymore, cause im not talking about Dbsk & my U-know anymore, im bored, waiting for people to talk to me on msn. But im online for 8 fucking hours, & im not tired at all. Maybe its good that i've hurt my ankle? Den i wont need to run next year, & bye bye to 2.4. Impossible luh.. K, when i walk, i really looked like a bai ka, one leg up & one leg down, my bro said that i looked like a chicken when i walk. You bloody asshole, why dont you go & die? Im still going shopping tmr, ohgod, do you really hate me that much? hivoshbgsjgbgbjgsgbbjnfjndjfg-- not fair lah! Tmd. Im watching Silence now, i was laughing like some shit ass, but now im keeping vvvvv quite. K, i know im weird. My ankle really hurts luhhhhhh.. Tmd, can anyone save me? I want you..
不知何時，感覺為此時握住他的手
也許太遙遠，讓我無法說出口
竟然不知道他隱藏的心
她的心在想什麼她
的眼裡倒映出某段未來
都是關於我的嗎
我活在那時吧
感謝讓我擁有這一切
Someday I'll lay my love on you
Baby,I don't wanna lose it now
唯一的，只有你
如同我們相遇的某日
我活下去的唯一理由
只為與你相遇
知道吧
過去的日子對我說
會是永遠到何時的愛情
請在一天的終結時，一直等我
我很幸福，越是愛這樣的你
一定會永恆的
無論在世上哪個角落
唯一的，只有你
那份愛是我人生的唯一
就只有他
我知道，我相信
永遠的
如何在眾多人群中尋找到我
我即將去她身邊
I pray for this love to be
miss you my baby you
請在我身邊多做停留
超越這個時刻，如同謊言一般
以變換的某一天
Someday I'll lay my love on you
baby I don't wanna lose it now
唯一的，只有你
如同我們相遇的某日
我活下的唯一理由
只為與你相遇
This is Dbsk's ONE! Omg lah! I love Gracie Lau Weiling okayyyyyyy. ((:
Hahahhhhhhh! I changed my skinnnn! (: But i used back the same old codes, cause the new one is like, er.. so girly? So i changed the dashed to dotted! & now, its like so much nicer. But my brother said that its v plain, so not nice. Hohohooh, but do i look like i will listen to what he've said? Im damn high now, for dont know what reasons. LOL! &amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;&& im looking at my U-know now, im fainting, he's my current boyfriend kkkkkk. (:
Yeah yeahhhhh. I hurt my ankle tday. The moment i step onto the road, i fall! & my ankle hurts like ass, till i cant get up & walk. So I need my brother to help me up. I swear, its darn malu. And when im walking, i keep screaming & lknbkgbdbgdlgbdhdhdd-ing. I felt like dying, & daddy said that he will help me later, i think i will scream till my mum scold me. lol. But im really scared! Im still high now! yayyyyyy, im going over to Gracie's house this friday, &&& the three of us will talk talk & talk. Go online until Jit Hua come online, & the answer will be all outtttt! Oh yes mannnnn! woooowhhhho! & er, i think im working next week, with fang. At er.. a temple? I dont knowwww! (: Merry Christmassss to everyone in advance! (:
I LOVE YOU
YOU LOVE ME
WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY
WITH A GREAT BIG HUG
& A KISS FROM ME TO YOU
WONT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO!
kkkkk, IM GOING OFF ALR! bYE!
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Okay, i regret asking my dad to help me with my ankle. When he rubbed my ankle, i really wished that im died. It hurt like ass. I keep screaming & keep crying, I told my dad "pa, wo bu yao le, wo bu yao le, hen tong" den continue crying again. I rather let my leg break than hurt my ankle again. Its unbearable. & at that point of time i really wished that you're with me.. Until now i still feel like crying, i dont know why. Im not high anymore, cause im not talking about Dbsk & my U-know anymore, im bored, waiting for people to talk to me on msn. But im online for 8 fucking hours, & im not tired at all. Maybe its good that i've hurt my ankle? Den i wont need to run next year, & bye bye to 2.4. Impossible luh.. K, when i walk, i really looked like a bai ka, one leg up & one leg down, my bro said that i looked like a chicken when i walk. You bloody asshole, why dont you go & die? Im still going shopping tmr, ohgod, do you really hate me that much? hivoshbgsjgbgbjgsgbbjnfjndjfg-- not fair lah! Tmd. Im watching Silence now, i was laughing like some shit ass, but now im keeping vvvvv quite. K, i know im weird. My ankle really hurts luhhhhhh.. Tmd, can anyone save me? I want you..
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Saturday, December 09, 2006
Let this room to be filled with the scent of yours
Im getting reallly realllyyyyy very very super extremly bored like hell. Totally has no mood for blogging, but other than blogging, what more can i do? Fahdfhriwfhuggsgbsu lah. Only Cheryl is talking to me on msn luh. Others, all die alr. =.- &&& i like her teee man. One fine day i should really shop Bugis like mad, & get my tees. (: watched Ju On with gracie & Cindy ysd night. But, its really freaking bored like shit. Till i cant stand it & switched off my tv & went into my room & talk to them. &&& i'd be watching Ju On 2 at Gracie's house next weekkk! Hahahhh! Bangsthewall now! (((: I havnt been going shopping nowadays. No $$, shop what? There's a flea market at Scape tday. Asked Gracie to go with me, but ay, WE'RE ALL LAZYYYY. So dint went in the end. So she end up calling me & tell me how sian she was, and keep "lalalalala-ing" in the phone to me. I told her, "aiya, you sian go miss Jit Hua lah." & she went mad......... Im reallyyyy boreddd. ): Someone is leaving tday... ): Whalao, i was wondering, why do people like to take the faults themselve. Even when knowing the fault isnt theirs, they still dont mind. But have they ever thinked for the people around them? No, they dint. All they thought that is, it would be better for everybody. Even for the person that they love. You know who & what im talking about, i-really-hate-this. &&& if one fine day you really made me left with no choice, i'd just post what had actually happened in blog, so that everybody can see, & let everyone know whose the bad one.2:54 PM
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Thursday, December 07, 2006
You're still the king of my everything
06/12/06: That Cheong Jit Hua made me laughed like mad. Talked to him in Msn, & asked him what Gracie asked me to. & he said that i looked like a matchmaker. Yuh luh, i know i looked like one, & i want the two of them to get together. Dont worry, i will help you two k! (: Cindy is helping me toooo! He's leaving for Thailand tday, at KL airport. & i asked Gracie to send him some sms ysd night. She did, but only a short one. & he did replyyyy! Wohhhh, & all of us got highhhh. & started wowww-ing at Gracie. Lol. Hahhh & my brother wanted to use the phone, so no choose luh. Den i came online! Hahahh. Jingfang is my.... DUMB JUNIOR! LOL. Stupid, she xi xing yan jiu one. After using the comp Gracie called, & we talked for awhile. & after we hung up, i went to sleep. Woke up at 130pm tday. Was damn tired luh. Shower & went over to Lot 1 to buy Lunch for brother. Gracie & Cindy met & went over to Bugis to get the stuff. Asked them to help me get my tee. After that they came to my house. I was ironing the clothes. & stupid, Cindy made me laughed again. & after that we went over to the Pasar Malam, bought food & walked. Bought Tutu Kueh! Really nice. (: Came home & told mum that im going over to Gracie's house next week, & she allowed. (: & they went home after that. No no.. I just realised that.. actually i still love you, alot. ): Dont kiss those moments goodbye.. 10:12 PM
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
I HATE GUYS WHO DONT TAKE THE INITIATIVE. FUCK YOU ASSHOLE. YOU LIKE BUT DINT DARED TO GET WHAT YOU WANT. HAVE YOU EVER THINKED FOR THE OTHERS? DID YOU KNOW HOW MUCH BRAIN CELLS I'VE KILLED JUST TO THINK OF QUESTION TO HELP LAU WEI LING TO KEEP THE CONVO GOING? I REALLY CSI LAH! WHALAO. I KNOW YOU'RE SHY LAH, BUT DO YOU HAVE THE NEED TO DO THIS? LET A GIRL TEAR FOR YOU, & GAVE HER FALSE HOPES. & NOW JUST TOLD HER THAT YOU'VE GOT ABIT OF FEELING FOR HER. IM-REALLY-VERY-ANGRY. &&&&& hahahhh! Im going over to Gracie Lau Wei Ling's house to stay over next week, with Cindy! Yaynessssss! I think im gonna laugh like mad. Cause i love her MUM! Shes vvvvvvvv C-U-T-E! But i hate her brother, stupid asshole. Esp he's from that Chruch. erkpgthknhpfgnjjdfgnj. Jian nan ren yi ge. &&& I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE! I DONT LOVE ANYONE! (((((:
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
You're everything to me, & im nothing to you.
I had an horrible day tday man. Fuck it. I cant believed that i quarreled with my mum again. Okayyyy. & i must say, ---------- im grounded. ): Told someone special & i sorta got better. But i cried like mad lah.. Cheebye, im really angry this time lah okay. Curry Chicken Breast , Chilli Cheese Burger , Coffee Coloured Ball , Cute Clever Boy! says:eh!
SHUHUI. Make me more than just a memory, someone that you cant ignore says:
what?!
Curry Chicken Breast , Chilli Cheese Burger , Coffee Coloured Ball , Cute Clever Boy! says:
i want complain!!!!
SHUHUI. Make me more than just a memory, someone that you cant ignore says:
complain what?
Curry Chicken Breast , Chilli Cheese Burger , Coffee Coloured Ball , Cute Clever Boy! says:
why you all sec3 wear guides uni all cannot see bucket de?!!?!?!??! Jingfang my cutest junior asked me this! I did show my bucket kkkkkk! Just that your eyes dont know at where cant see. Dont anyhow anyhow ahhhhh! &&&& the gossip conver that we're talking now is making me laugh like helll mannnn! Oh yaaaaa.. Went back to school to get my books. The first thing that happened was, -------- i got horned by Sim. Know why? Cause he said that my skirt is too short. & worst, Chiam was there too. So i had to pretend to say "orh orh" & pull my skirt down. Haiya, but who cares lah, seriously. The new campus was H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E lah, okay. Saw Ranor & Eugene in the bookshop. & Ranor thought that he was cute, by sayin those jokes to the bookshop uncle. Stupiddd ass. Bought my books & left, went over to teck whye to get my 108 size uni. Saw the two of them again, & this time worst. Ranor waved & said HI to me from far. Stupid man! Went kbox tday, with hubby & first love. I swear, we're madddd. (: I sang till my voice losted. I almost cried when i heard two songs from Xu Jie Er can. One is "Mei you ni de mei yi tian & another is Wo ke yi ren shou" & i think they knew it luh, but they just kept quiet. Sooooo.. Bammm bammm bammmm. YA! (: Went Chinatown after that. (: Im playing game on Msn with Jingfang now. I cant sleepppp. ): Thank you for being there just now, someone special. (:
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Monday, December 04, 2006
Make me more than just a memory, someone that you cant ignore
Yesterday's bbq was fun! Lauged like mad, though we dint get too close with the others. But we enjoyed the seasoning part at my house & watching ouijia board & screaming like some lunatics! Daddy brought us over to East Coast park, & i nearly puke in the car. Its fucking long & im having headaches. So i quickly got down the car when we've reached. Its at the Sea sports club or smth. & we managed to catch the sunset mannnn! Whalaooo damn pretty lah, i swear! 
This is the prove. (:
We sat over at the stone place, talked cock & sing! Hahah.. & i nearly did smth which i shouldnt at all. Kkkkk, shut up. (: Gracie looked very depressed. Cause Jit Hua wasnt there yet, & when she saw only Way Hong & Jit Hao is there only, her face totally dropped lah. But after that Jit Hua came! Orange teeeee! Ohmy, my fav. lah k. After that when evrybody reached we went over to ring the bell. Tatttttta den ate & gossiped. Gracie cried for some reasons. So fucking stupid lahhhh k! After that she kept crying & crying, so i promised her to take photo of Jit Hua & get his number for her. Anddddd I got all those okayyyy! Though i was abit shy, but i still managed tooo! & that did cheered her up, a lill only lah.
Went home at about er.. 11 plus going to 12. & when i reached home daddy asked me why am i so early tday. Wha, how late he want me to reach home? Cute leh. Bath & talked on the phone. Talk till like 3 plus going to 4. Went to sleep after that.
daddy woke me up early in the morning, asked me to have lunch with him over at Orchard Hotel. Mad guy. bath & changed my clothes. Den we went alr. The food there is not very nice, dont go there eat oakyyy! The Lunch, high tea & dinner all not niceee! Dont go there anymore! I only like their cakes. (:
Went to Gracie's house after that. Cause she dint dared to send the sms to Jit Hua, so i helped her. &&& finally he replied. She was happy like mad cannnn! I went mad, i helped her to tie her hair with my clip. But its vvvv pretty. So i told her,"next time when you going to fucntion & prom, you can ask me to help you tie your hair & make up." She said okayyyy can! &&& her mum likes the hair that i tied for her leh!
I wanna cry now, BYE.
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Saturday, December 02, 2006
I guess you were the one who brought life into me
Okay okay okay. im on the phone with Gracie & Cindy. We're watching the ghost movie? I think they are screaming & scolding me. Cause they keep saying that im cold bloooded cause im not scared at all. Wtf is so scary? Only a women face mah, den her face looked like ghost. Okay, that women is a ghost. But seriously lah. ITS NOT SCARY OKAY! I WENT OUT WITH GOH SHUHUI TDAY! we went towning. But..... Im really boreddddd. Have been towning since the hols started. Um.. Like, everyday? Okay, maybe not everyday. But at least 3 or 4 times a week. we went this fashion, but shes the one end up shop like mad. Like er, 2 and the half hours & only bought two things? But i really miss her okayyyy! It had been two years since i last saw her. ((: AND JINGFANG IS VVVVVVV ANNOYING=+IRRITATING+ASSHOLE+EVERYTHING. Phiang, irritating lah. I told her i'd torture her next year in Guides & she said that i bully her. Anuty. You win lah! Okay. But hahahh. This is our form of communication. Lol. &&&&&&&& Claris told Tang JingFang about my news tday at the campus. WTF. So xia suay. I donnt wanna face them anymore. Okay, bye.12:31 AM
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